Well, that bitch in my brain is really a bitch.
She has proved to not be one to put in the forefront.
She is not my armor.
She is actually a mean girl who pretended to be nice to me so she could work on shattering my heart.
Nice try...
This intuitve healer and I just don't see eye to eye and it is not the first time.
So, why would I return to her?
Because I believed something was wrong with me.
I MUST have misunderstood her.
Not that maybe she and I just don't click for whatever reason.
Although I do believe this bitch is really just a baby who wants her way of comfort and familiarity, she cannot run my life anymore.
Yet, I must take this one day at a time.
I commit to only today.
My head has been swirling. I have disjointed thoughts and my actions as a result are disjointed.
The only way to heal is walking through it. A kinder and gentler way does not exist.
Face her head on and lovingly put a gag on her mouth.
Just for today.
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