I am waiting.
Waiting for a sign.
Am I doing your will?
Did I hear you correctly?
What do you want from me?
I continue to get down on my knees and ask and beg and plead:
"Please show me what you want from me?"
Could it be that he wants me to suffer?
Could it be that my purpose is to hit my head against a big brick wall for eternity?
Today I have a car break down and a sump pump that started throwing water around.
Luckily, I have the money to fix these items and I had the time to deal with tow trucks and plumbers.
This is my purpose! This is when I feel most empowered.
When I take care of my home and my family then I am empowered
Yet, that vision of me doing something great won't leave me.
So, is it my ego trying to create some worth for me or is it God?
If it is God then I need some clarity.
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